I seriously can't take it.

unfaithful.

Don’t you hate it when the lyrics to a song are completely relevant to your situation? And every time you hear it, you can’t help but be reminded of every feeling and every emotion and every thought and every bit of pain that you’ve experienced?

Yeep,i was in this state that when i heard that particular song playing, flashbacks kept flowing to through my mind.

Arghh, why can't it go away! it's really hard for me to get rid of them!! Anyways, it will go away soon enough (: 

People ask me why it’s so hard for me to trust people. I ask them why it’s so hard for them to keep their promises.

It’s not always that easy to distinguish the good guys from the bad guys. Sinners can surprise you. And the same is true for saints. Why do we try to define people as simply good or evil? Because no one wants to admit that compassion and cruelty can live side by side in one heart and that anyone is capable of anything.

I really miss hugging someone already, seriously. Hugs can make me feel warm, calm & even in love again.

I REALLY TREATED YOU AS MY GREAT FRIEND! BASTARD!

OHMYGOD, I THOUGHT YOU WERE A REALLY GREAT FRIEND.
AND YOU ENDED UP SAYING THAT YOU HATE ME. HMM
I GUESS I WAS WRONG ABOUT YOU. THOUGHT YOU WERENT SO BAD AT ALL.
I DIDNT KNOW WHAT DID I DO TO MAKE YOU HATE ME BUT YEAH, YOU'VE DONE IT.
CONGRATULATION (: YOU'VE LOST MANY MANY FRIENDS BECAUSE OF THAT ATTITUDE.
I KNOW YOU SURE HAVE SOMETHING HIDDEN IN YOUR HEART BUT YOU JUST FILLED IT UP WITH ANGER, ONLY ANGER. I DONT MIND YOU HATING ME. BUT SERIOUSLY, DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO HARSH? WHEN I FIRST ASKED, WHAT MAKES YOUR LIFE SUCKS. AND YOU REPLIED, YOU, ETC ETC.. THE 'YOU' THAT YOU WERE REFERRING TO, GOT HURT WHEN YOU SAID THAT. IT WAS JUST A MISTAKE FOR ME BUT I STILL TREAT YOU AS A FRIEND YEAH (:
FOR A FRIEND SAYING THE WORD 'HATE' REALLY MADE ME TEARED. I KNOW YOU JUST HATE YOUR LIFE BUT I KNOW YOU WOULDNT REALLY WANNA HURT FRIENDS LIKE US.
SERIOUSLY THINK ABOUT IT. I CARED FOR YOU AS A FRIEND, I WAS THERE FOR YOU SOME TIMES A FRIEND,WHEN YOU WERE ALONE I TRIED MY BEST EVEN I GOT SCOLDED FROM MY PARENTS TO FIND YOU. CAN YOU STOP BEING SO PESSIMISTIC, WHATEVER THAT WORD MEANS BUT YEAH!

JOKER!!

MYGOODNESS!! 

I WANNA TAKE PICTURE WITH THE JOKER!! ):

HE LOOK SO DAMN FREAKIN' HOT MAN!!! 

AHHHHH

SHOULD HAVE TAKE A PICTURE OF HIM ):

EEEEEEEEEE

REGRET MAN!!! 

ARGHHHH HAHHAHHAHAHS

YOUTH LEADERS' CAMP ROCKS!!

THIS WAS THE FIRST CAMP THAT I EVER SLEPT IN AN APARTMENT!!

THERE IS LIKE KITCHEN, LIVING ROOM, 3 BEDROOMS, REALLY NICE TOILET, AND THE THING I LIKE THE MOST IS THERE'S AIRCON!! AHHHH

LOVE IT!!

I WAS SUPER HIGH IN THE CAMP!!!

WHOO!!

THE WORKSHOP THEY GAVE US WASNT BORING AT ALL!! 

IT WAS AWESOME! KEPT LAUGHING AND LAUGHING HHEHE

CANT STAND IT LUH OUR SL, HENRY CANNOT STOP SINGING BABY BY JUSTIN BIEBER.

AND WE ALSO CANNOT BEAR TO NOT SING CAUSE ITS TOO CATCHY ALREADY HEHEH!

I FEEL LIKE SINGING IT NOW TOO!! BABY BABY BABY OHHHH

I LOVE THIS MAN!! HOHO ALRIGHYSS I'LL BE BACK WITH MORE PICTURES SOON!!

WHOOO BYE HEHEHEH 

&&

IM IN THE SAME GROUP WITH!! SYAHFURAH, JASMINE, JOHANN, TROY & ALAN!!

WOOOHOOOO!

did you forget?

end of photography workshop.

some of the image are shown.

PHOTOGRAPHY WORKSHOP HAS ENDED!

WHOO! AND I WILL DEFINITELY MISS NANA, NURIDAYU(KHYD) & AZIZAH!

GROUP 5 ROCKS LAH!

our theme for the photography was 'LINES'

it was simple, but to get the perfect angle was hard.

really had lots of fun during that period. (:

after school waited for Ronald & Oscar.

went to met Kevin @ s11.

Oscar, Ronald & i decided to prank Kevin and it works! but he got annoyed. 

damn it. hahhahas

headed to macdonals as usual. 

didn't knew many people were in fights, quarrels & break down yesterday. 

just like me. i really cannot tolerate such obnoxious act that you did.

seriously? get a life fag. arghh.

don't know what to post already.

bye peeps!  

from now it's just me, only me.

I've always wanted to put myself in people's shoes and i did.

it was horrifying.

i couldn't take the hurt that they are having.

i wanted to know more, to understand more.

yet i don't even have a clue what it's about. 

too bad for me eh?

posting again (:

gonna post about yesterday.

went over to Drain house with Drea, did stuffs. HEHEHE

after that, they send me off to the lrt station then i walked to Yilin's house.

played, laughed & took pictures.

in the evening, Corinna and i went over to s11 to buy food and ate under a void deck with Robin & co.

slacked through the night. while waiting for Oscar to arrive we played with a cat.

it was super cute luh! heeheh

blah blah blah.

weee going watch tv now!

sayonara babes!! HOHOHO

 (: (: (:

& i can't breathe without you

but i have to breathe without you

but i have to.